stop pushing me around
stop giving me orders
stop all the things you are planning
cause i'm sick being your doll
obeying your rule
obeying your style
i have my life you live
i have my world to rule
stop forcing me into your dream world
stop making me hu u wan me 2 be
stop puttin hopes on me
cause i can never be
the one u can be proud of
Monday, March 30, 2009
Posted by loner at 5:13 AM 0 comments
Sunday, March 29, 2009
You have such an alluring face,
that keeps my heart beating...
starring at you,
at a long-term gaze,
is an awe-inspiring feeling.
I'd give anything,
to be with you;
a wish-fulfilling prayer...
I know my request will not come true;
all I want is to breathe your air.
You glimpsed at me,
from across the room;
If only you knew what I was thinking...
See that my love is a spreading fume,
it feels like my heart is singing.
Every beat would tell you a story,
on how much you mean to me...
On how you're my pride,
my joy and glory;
this feeling is a boundless loving spree.
Posted by loner at 10:05 PM 0 comments
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
nothing is just as they said
everything i've done is just not enough
i said many times that this will end
but you sat at the above just won't stop
giving me different challenges
and not giving me strength
you took all of them away
all my love and happiness
you took my heart away
you took my soul away
now you left me as an empthy shell
so where did my heart go?
where did you put my soul?
i'm so empthy inside
i'm so crumble inside
safe me
i'm really dying now....
Posted by loner at 6:26 AM 0 comments
if only the mighty God could hear
my plead and request
to guide me through here
to guide him through his days
to wait for my return
if he could talk to me
i'll plead him to tears
to make him wait
to make him stay
if he could hear me
as i pray and plead
oh God who rule the heaven and earth
please help me
i need your mercy and kindness
to shower on me with ur smile
please sent your angels down
to guide me through
help me to make him smile
for i plead you
Posted by loner at 6:21 AM 0 comments
missed....
AH!!!! i miss them so much!!!! the freedom the live without nagging and scolding!!!!!
Posted by loner at 6:18 AM 0 comments
A hatret heart
has been soften
a kind heart
has burst out into tears
the night that many look to
and many turn away
the night that we enjoyed till we drop
and 4get the sorrow ahead
the night to dance
the night to sings
the night that we enjoy and smile
and slowly we are going home
the last farewell
the last wishes
the last war cry we had
Go Delta we shout
4eva Delta we scream
tears pour out more as time passes
hearts broke as time passes
soon it's time
soon everyone will go
3 months of friendship
can never be told
Posted by loner at 6:10 AM 0 comments