princess night

Well…there isn’t anything for me to say. Everything in my life seems to be going just nice, but now I’m worried is just it is going just too fine. Beside the fact that I still get scolding from my parents, but I still love them; no one can take them away from me no matter what. So I think I don’t really have anything to say. The fact that I’m in love with someone so special in my life, he took me out from my sleep. Woke me up with his gentleness, I miss him so much but I can’t meet him properly. 
I think my Thursday night was the most special night ever. It was prom, and everything was like a fairy tale for me. Finally in my 17 years of live, I’m a princess that night. Not only me, every single girls are princesses that night. Boys as charming as prince and so is mine. Nothing can compare to that night where every single fantasy came true. Although I was sick, got a slight fever but my prince makes everything alright for me, thanks to him, I’m much better now. Now I’m looking forward for Christmas Eve and Christmas day!! I won’t be getting any present; everything is already done because of prom. Well…I got a good fairy tale prom night. Only I feel  sorry because i got fever that night, ruin my night out and his… I bet he is going to scold me if he sees this. Well… I don’t think I got anything I could say. All I know is that, I’m the happiest girl in this world now with my prince charming!! So…the end!!!!!!! 

TAKE ME AWAY!!!

Maybe I ask for too much
Maybe I shouldn’t believe in anything
I don’t know where I am now
I don’t know which road to take
Where am I supposed to go?
Where am I supposed to be?
Is there anything that I could do?
Anything that will change the past
My past that I can’t run
A past that I can never forget
A past that will hunt me forever
Where could I run to?
Where can I hide the truth?
Take my somewhere I don’t know
Somewhere far away
Somewhere away from this pain
Bring me home to heaven
Bring me home to my place
Where are the angels to guide me?
Please take away my emotion
Take away my soul
Take away everything
I don’t want to be alive anymore
This pain is just driving me crazy
Take me away
Take me far away
I don’t want to be here
I hate to be here
Take me away
From this pain and sadness

please just stop

Take away my tears
Take away my smile
Take away my laughter
If that could make him smile
Don’t make him suffer
Don’t make him cry
Please don’t take him away from me
I’ll do anything to make him stay alive
No more scolding he shall take
No more suffering he shall hold
Make him cry and smile to us
Make him talk his soul
Make him open his heart
To my family and me
Please save him from this suffering
I’ll do anything you please
Take away my life 
If that is what it will course
Take away my smile and laughter
Take away my emotion
If that will make him better
Stop making him suffer
Stop making feel the pain
He never lies or cheats
Please just make him happy everyday
I’ll pay the price 
I’ll pay it all
Just please I beg you
To save him from this 
And not make him suffer anymore

Please listen to my plead

Today my life may end, knowing what I will cause if I’m not here. But do you every listen to me? Many people told me that you always listen and help those who are in need in your way. But today I see, you aren’t helping me at all. He is a good man, he help others and never really ask anything in return, he save his money to the point that he himself doesn’t have any. I’ve seen him suffer like that, I know I’m using his money in time which I like to spend…but I don’t spend that much do I? He never cheat and never lie without a good reason, not only you giving him this pain, you are also making things worse for him. The pain on his leg is making him suffer, the job that he has is making him work harder den any other people in his office. Tell me what am I suppose to do to make you listen? What am I suppose to scarify to make his life better? I know he is suffering, paying bills and someone college fees. I know he can’t really pay for mine because it will make him suffer even more! Tell me…aren’t you not helping him? I thought you always help the good? Where is that? Why that isn’t applied to him? Please make him happy; please make him enjoy his life more den cursing each day. Please make him smile truthfully, please I’m begging you. He is my father; I don’t want to see him suffer…please help to make his day be a brighter day. Help him fight against his sickness that weakens him almost every day. Please make him smile brighter, let him enjoy. I beg you to hear my plead, send your angels down to protect him, please I beg you for tomorrow, please don’t make him suffer anymore. 

for my best friends

To: my best friends!

An oath to swear
A sight to be remembered
No longer there was hope
For our final departure
Many years we’ve been together
Sitting and waiting in the hall
Welcoming the sun arise
To start our day in delight
No matter who comes between us
We stand strong and firm
But now I hold your hand
Holding back my tears
Smiling gently at you
Hoping to never leave
This perfect memory
I swear upon my name
That I’ll be there for you
No matter what future may bring
I promise
I’ll always be there for you

From, kitty cat

No matter how far she ran,
No matter how far she goes.
It seems that she can never run away from her world
A world full of darkness and fear,
A world with no light or hope to spear,
Sitting in that darkness praying for help
Maybe she’s just an unlucky child.
A dream to be a princess,
A dream to be free,
To be wild and happy,
But in her world it no longer exist.
Only chains and strings pull her down.
And angel who was once flies freely in the sky,
Giving love to mankind
But now the angel finally turns insane
Trap between the greed of mankind
Only the thirst of hatred she desire
Only the blood of mankind she love
Their screams make her laugh
Their tears make her smile
Their pain makes her glow
But every single blow she hit
Every single soul she took
Her tears flow down into earth
Knowing her insanity will never stop
For she was an angel
Who turn into a devil.

No longer will the light shine
No longer shall the day be bright
No longer shall a true smile be shown
No longer shall the angel sings
A life full of hate
Thoughts full of revenge
As the day passes by
The stronger he gets
The hate for human being
The thirst for blood
He howls into the night
Seeking for his next victim to be killed
A normal instinct of life
To kill or to hunt