Forbidden...part 1

“Puff…puff…” a young girl ran across the backyard of the hospital under the rain. She dances beautifully. A young boy behind the glass of window look at her, his eyes wonders who she is. 
“You, how many time I told you not to go under the rain! You are sick!” a nurse holding an umbrella quickly walked towards her. She stops dancing and glance up at the boy. She smiled at him, he quickly turn away in shocked that she actually smile at him.
“Hi, you are the boy who always look at the sky.” The sudden voice makes him jump, as he glares at her. “Sorry, didn’t mean to scare you…” she shyly walked towards him and touches his hand. He looked at her and at that moment he knew that she was the one he wants to be with. The smile on her face he eagerly wants to protect. They chatted and laugh in please but fate cruelly brings them apart. 
“I won’t forget you!” she shouted at him, standing at the gate looking at his back. He turns around looking at her crying face. He looked at his father than at his hands. His father nodded his head, the young boy ran back towards her holding her hand closely to his. 
“For this key can only open this lock,’ he said silently into her ears. As he wear the key around her neck and locking his lock around his neck. “I will wait for you to come and find me. No matter where we may be I will find you to open this lock.” He smiled and kisses her hands. Nurses and witnesses all sign with a happy joy laugh. He turns his back once more, knowing he will protect that smile. The young girl who promises herself not to cry burst into tears.
“I will remember you Vaugh!! I will remember you!!” She screamed at the tope of her lungs. He turns around wanting to give her the most charming smile he got. But as he turns around…
[V...GH...Le...UT…LET...OUT...OH MOTHER FUCKER JUST LET ME OUT!!!!] A voice screams in his head sending him screaming in the middle of the class. His teacher looked at him furiously. 
“VAUGH!!GET OUT OF MY CLASS!!!” Miss Ruby his homeroom teacher screamed at the tops of her lungs chasing him out of the class with her book. [Man, that Vaugh always sleeping in class…] classes continued as usual and soon the bell ring for school to end and activities to start. 
“Out of all place this is where the prince charming had been hiding.” Jasfer, Vaugh best friend with light blue eyes and build up body the second prince charming in school, he lay next to Vaugh and sign. “Dude, you know you should stop sleeping class. You are getting Miss Ruby pist off you know.” All he got for an answer was a big sign for Vaugh. They lay there looking at the skies. 
“Hey, you know I dreamt about that girl again.” Vaugh started to talked.
“The one in your childhood?” 
“Yea…that girl. I really wonder who is she…and why I keep on stopping at the part I turn around wanting to look at her for the last time?”
“Could it be that something wants you to forget about her?” 
“No idea. I feel like I am into something but still don’t know what it is about…” he touches the lock around his neck. [All I know is this lock will bring me to her…or maybe bring her to me…] they lay there silently until the school activity had end. 
“Oops! I got to go! My dad is coming home!” Vaugh laugh and jump around the place happily. It has been a year since he last saw his father. The sunset was beautiful and the moon was already up. [Ah…what a beautiful full moon it will be tonight.] He thought to himself. He reaches his home, the excitement he had felt in years. [Why is all the light off?] He walked inside silently. “Mom…Dad…Lucy?” he call softly. [Where are they?] “Hey guys, stop it. You can come out now I am already spoke.” He walked slowly into the hall. He felt his legs stepping on something wet, the moon light shine brightly into the room. He looked down slowly and there at his feet was a pull of red water. A pair of hands slowly appears at the back holding him down covering his mouth. He struggle and started scream but the voice behind him froze him on the spot. 
“Shhh…listen,”
“Mom?”
“Shhh…listen my boy, you got to run…run away! RUN!!!” she screamed as something pulled her away from him. He slowly turns around looking into the eyes of his worst nightmare. There stood something fury and its fangs, snarling at Vaugh. Vaugh screamed as it threw his mother aside like a trash. Vaugh ran for his life, turning back each time looking at the beast after him. [This has to be nightmare! Wake up Vaugh!] He screamed in his mind. 
‘You don’t have to run,’ a voice appear in his head. ‘You won’t have to die.’ It continued to speak. [Who are you?] ‘Me? I am you, you are me. Who else can I be?’ the beast lunch at him, but he dodge. The beast snarled at him. ‘If you don’t want to die than you got to let me out’ [How the hell am I going to do that?] he screamed again dodging every single attack the beast gave him. ‘Can you stop screaming? I am here you know.’ [Help me…] Vaugh plead in his mind. ‘I can help you…all you have to do is to call me name.’ before Vaugh could reply the beast caught him. 
“Your family is delicious, and I smell a great deal in your blood too.” Vaugh stare at it shocked that it actually talked. [Help me…] he again pleads in his mind. ‘CALL MY NAME!’ the voice screamed! 
“Darkness of all soul hear my plead, JOSEPH!!” Vaugh screamed at the top of his lungs to the moon. Slowly he felt the burst of energy run trough him. His body toughens up; he felt his hand sharpen into claws. The beast started to tremble in fear, as it watches Vaugh change. 
“No…it couldn’t be. The eyes of heaven and hell, the claws of the dragon, the wings was a devil. You can’t be, you can’t be that forbidden child.” It started to tremble even more. Vaugh felt the anger in him, he crush the beast head into pieces, but the thirst in his throat eager him to find more blood. He raises his head slowly, sniffing the air. 
‘Ah…the human smell their juicy blood.’ [I want it so bad.] Slowly his body started to move charging at the innocent human. As he got closer and closer, Vaugh suddenly realize his action. He wanted to stop but no longer was he controlling his own body. [Please make it stop!] He started to scream again. [Joseph, make it stop!] But no reply was given to him. He started to panic as got closer to the old lady he was after. [Help someone!] He screamed. Suddenly his body jerk to a stop, he sniff the air again. 
“Stop you beast!” a high female voice but firm and fierce shouted from behind. He turns around finding a young girl with silver hair standing there looking at him. [Help me!] He screams again, but his body charges towards her. She jumps up high avoiding his attack, something sparkle around her neck. He couldn’t make out what it was but it worked on taking his attention. “Vaugh, stop this!” she talked again. [How does she know my name?] He snarled at her, ready himself with an attack position. “Vaugh listen to me, I know you don’t want to hurt anyone. So please stop.” [I want to! But I can’t. Please help me!] He called out in his mind. “Vaugh…please…” she pleads in her eyes there was a pain and sad mix around with a little happiness. He charges at her, raising his claw, the next thing he knew and felt was a sharp pain on his heart. He fell onto the ground, slowly changing back into his human form. She kneeled down beside him, holding him in his arms. “Vaugh…I am sorry. I am so sorry.” She started to cry. [Why are you sorry?] He thought. [Where have I seen you before?] A gold key hang from her neck, as she held him close to her. Tears fell onto his face. [Salty…] He sight slowly fading. [Why are you crying? Why do you have the key?] He has so many questions to ask. His vision slowly fade, he saw her talking but couldn’t make out the words. [Who are you? What are you saying?] He pass out, and opening his eyes with the loud ring of his alarm clock. [Morning already? Mom, dad, Lucy?!] he quickly rush down stairs. 
“What is the rush boy?” a sound so familiar to him.
“Father!” he rush towards his dad hugging him tightly.
“Wo-ah, what happen to you? You look like you haven’t seen me in like a thousand years.” His dad laugh. 
“Don’t ask anything dad I am just glad you are here.” He hugs them tightly. His father looked at mother thinking something was wrong with his son. But little did they know that everything is about to begin…

To be continued!  

His Guilt

In the dark place
Where no one knows
A girl with a devil heart
Cries alone
Abandoned by her parents
For she belongs to the devil
High above an angel saw
His heart soften
Thinking she is just a child
He left his palace
Wanting to be her guardian
He held his arms wide
Welcoming her in his arms
She cries as she walked
Tearing even more
She lay in his arms
Looking into his light blue eyes
He stroke her gently
Humming a beautiful lullaby
But soon felt a pain in his heart
He looked down at the little girl
As she no longer look innocent
Her bright red eyes
Stare at him with tears still falling
He fell down on the earth
Regretting helping her
As God above shook his head
Guilty fills his heart
For creating this devil
To rule the underworld
And hide it into this little girl's heart.

Guardian Angel

Imagine she holding my hand
Imagine she kissing my lips
The warm and sweet taste of her gum
Flowing into my mouth
I remember holding her in my arms
I remember her smile
Everything she said
Linger in my head
Everything she does
Stays memory in my heart
I look into the sky now
Wondering where she is
I know I can never have her
For she is happy with someone
Far above the sky
Jess, I could never say goodbye
I am standing here before your grave
Holding the black rose you love
No matter how much I pray
For you to return to me
But I wish you could be
My guardian angel from the above

She fell to earth
Down to hell
The sin she did
Was falling in love with Lucifer from hell
She lay there screaming in pain
Her wings nailed to the wall
The devils pluck her feathers each day
Lucifer stood before her one day
He smile with please
Knowing that the purest angel
The royal angel had fell for him instead
He let her go
Holding her in his arms
She sobs heart tears away
Looking into his dark black eyes
He whispers something in her ear
Causing her to scream again
Her white wings slowly turn black
She looks one last time into the sky
She lay in his arms
Gasping for air
Here comes the Queen
Of the Red Rose Garden of Despair
Cover by blood
She took all those souls
She drank their blood
She cut their throat
She laughs in please
Her smile widen
But deep in her heart
She aches even more!

They say that you are dumb
A person who only knows how to study
In school they always call you a pig
And a old fashion girl
They make fun of you
I didn't know anything about you
I thought the rumors were true
You sat at the corner
Munching down your sandwich
Soon I was assign to you
For a science project on due
You smile and say you were glad
That I didn't reject
We help each other
And we share our problem
But one day they came
With anger and jealousy
They stab you behind my back
They left you there dead for good
Lucky I found you
Doctors shook their heads
I finally stood before you
Tears started to fill my eyes
But the thing that make me cry
Is your smile and touch
Your eyes were shinningY
our smile was bright
Your last words to me
Touch deep down in my heart
Thank you Amanda
And you will always be my shinning star!

I don’t know if it just me or is it the same with you. Everywhere I went you are there sitting with your friends. Your eyes always glancing into my group of friends right into my eyes. I always thought that I’m just imagining things but as days pass by it just became so clear that I was the one you are looking at. I didn’t know who you were, I didn’t know where were from just that you are the mysterious guy that I always see around. No matter in cafeteria or computer lab to the school library there you are sitting there either with friends or by yourself studying. Those cloths you wear caught my attention your style caught my eyes, sometimes I wonder if it is just fate doing its job after all. But I rather not put my hopes high until one day you came to me. Sat beside me in the computer lab, I sat there nervous at first thinking should I say hi or should I just shut up…. But you again save me from the breaking point, you said hi and introduce yourself.
At that moment your voice caught me off-guard. Damn…I don’t know what to say. Introduction was made, your eyes kept on looking into mine. Embarrass by it I kept on looking away, back into the screen of my assignment. There you sat no longer talking just looking into my screen. I guess you knew I was nervous; you took a book out writing down the words you feel like saying. Again you said your name and asked for mine, we sat “talking” and I guess it was kindda fun. Hehe, we started to go out as friends and slowly we knew each other more.
Weeks pass and soon now is a month later, and here I am writing a blog about you. Finally you asked me out, holding my hand your eyes looked deep into my soul, scare as always I was, holding on to the thought that you couldn’t be the one and another heart breaking will be done, or could you like some other guys who lied or maybe dislike my friends?? But you arms gave me the security that you could accept who I am, or who I was in the pass. Now we walked together, held each other tighter den ever, I couldn’t imagine a world without you. I can’t words into this feeling all I can say is I really do love you…:) muaks!!!!

I want to watch the moonlight,
Held close in your embrace...
The starlight sky above me,
As I look into your face.
To rest my weary head,
Comfortingly next to you...
Coz there's no where on this earth,
I'd rather be than be with you.
Sweet moments here I cherish,
With no thought of self or time...
Just knowing every heartbeat,
That you take so close to mine.
It fills me.. it completes me,
The love you've given me...
I never shall forget it,
Because it's become a part of me.