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Monday, October 27, 2008

No longer i could smile
No longer i could laugh
No longer i could cry
I wonder at night
I rule the streets
With my followers
I haunt those innocent
Who happpen to be in the wrong place
At the wrong time
Their plead
Their tears
No longer had effect on me
Their cries
No longer have a place in my heart
Their innocent soul slowly fades
As their blood flow
No longer i could feel pity
No longer i could cry
No longer i have emotions
For my humanity had been long gone

Friday, October 10, 2008

should i fall again??

Never thought that such thing could happen in my daily life. Every time I think about my life is going to end. Thinking that I’m loosing myself day by day. Thinking that I no longer belong in this world anymore. Thinking that my friends are slowly leaving me behind because my freedom is no longer my. But today is really different. A young boy with the beautiful look step into my life one more time. I told myself that I never want to believe him but his look and his words took my breath away and leaving me in a thick cloud full of dreams. He step into the house holding his bag asking permission to stay one night. My eyes didn’t want to meet his but he exchanges look. His eyes light shining eyes look into my. How can I resist? His dances, his moves attract me around the house. I should just stay in my room and avoid him but his voice in the hall just take my hart beat away. His handsome eyes and kind character took my balanced off. He lied to me once but now he is the more than perfect guy that anyone want to have. Those dark tan skin, should I fall again?