An empty shell and a fading soul

Taking back the words she said
The words that cause their friendship
To end in this way
She take back her life
Her heart, her soul
That she had given to him
But knowing that she will be never gud enough for him
Again she hide my feelings
Again she cry at night
Again she try to shut herself in darkness
But the voice whispers in her mind
Telling her there will be a reward soon
Waiting in the future,
Waiting for her to arrive there
Holding its hands out wide
Welcoming her with love and kindness
Here again she shut herself into darkness
She shut her life into a black universe
She held an invisible knife
Stabbing down into her soul
Killing another part of her pure soul
Killing the human in her
Killing the person she once was again
No longer she’ll have love, emotion or anger
All she is a little doll
With dark past
Who stab into her soul
To become what people want her to be
To be good enough
For people to acknowledge her
For people to love her
But with an empty shell
And a fading soul